wild wild wedding

so it was a little nuts, first of all the last night of singledom was a big fat girls night affair, we made pasta and brocs and shrimpies and had wine and made brownies for dessert then the aussie arrived and we sat around drinking wine painting our nails and watching sex and the city...
i for one was quite drunk and didnt get to bed until around 3 then up at 9 and off to help the monkey pick up flowers...hung over and tired i mostly wanted another couple hours of sleep but worked on decorations and such with the monkey a nervous wreck the entire long long long day...
then k and i had to get ready at the monkeys house which is chock full of monkey bros and loud loud loud music ranging from shitty electronic to even shittier heavy metal to i dont even know what it was but it sucked...
the mono fam is cute but they were in my way as i tried to pull together my fancypants wedding outfit...
finally we all got back to the site and began greeting and ect when the bride walked in, she was sooooo beautiful it just about killed me and then when the ceremony got started i could tell the monkey was nearly in tears and that just took me right over the top so i started to cry what with the lack of sleep and the overwrought and the so much loooooove in the room and whatnot...
then there were the teeny tiny matching abuelitas del mono, fuckin cute...plus lil sis also adorable...
and the peeps from the program all dressed up and looking good...it was nice...so then we started drinking champagne and all of us were drunk by dinner...
we had a buncha wine with dinner and then started on the mixed drinks so that by oneam everybody was drunk as hell and everybody was creating drama and i as usual in my particular way got myself all mixed up in the drama that wasnt mine and self rightously annoyed by that which was ....

until i finally had to leave as every single couple including the bride and groom were bickering about stupid shit and the single people were arguing with the bartender...

well maybe i exagerrate, i guess not everybody was dramafied, some continued to dance and some played pool and never knew for example, that one of my buddies had slept with one of the monkey brothers who had brought his girl to the wedding...

and that buddy was the chillest person up in all of this wedding madness...

the rest of it was mostly silliness but i was unable to shake it off, left with the uncomfortable feeling that love really does not conquer all and perhaps we should stop all the bullshit and get some fuckin therapy..

but i might be projecting here...maybe thats just me...