2 down 3 to go plus prueba..

awoke at like 4am mentally packing my bags to discover i have too many books too many coats too many shoooooes!!!
the other side of my brain figured out how to finish all my schoolwork in time to leave the fuckin country...

jesusmaryandjoseph...

while i had high hopes of doing the paper i still owe cristian from last week this week that will be impossible with a prueba an essay and a take home final for frickin conflicto...

well i kicked some rayuela essay ass yestie, today i toasted the 3pregunta takehome final, just need to throw in some biblios and im coooooool...

so that tom i can focus on not flunking my prueba...

i mean that conflicto whatev is not the greatest shit i ever wrote but fuckitall..its got words on gotdam paper. it talks about the crap he said to talk about, i think i deserve a fuckin nobel prize fer getting this far....

head down and go.

lesh wants everbody to go out of town this weekend (last one) but i dunno with a paper due monday and two more that have to be done by wed to give me just one day to finish packing...

did rearrange my shit a lil and get rid of some clothes, and even a few books....jeez i hate this whole minimalist fit it all in two bags bullshit!!! but whatcha gonna do? leave behind vargas llosa, thats what im doin..not the short stories those were cool, the fuckin novels, i got not even a clue what teh hell was goin on in em anyway...plus the books that ive reread enough times that its literally painful even the contemplation of doing so again and/or the cover is fucked up or i can get another copy or it wasnt her best novel or whatev...

cost me dearly. that book reduction. i did it last year too, had to cut down and cut away so much stuff, get small and portable

its nice in a j way, "letting go of the past" "simplifying" or whatever...

but i tell you what, i let go of some stuff last year when i left town that i still think to mself damnit ra!!! shoulda kept those pants!!! and i have had to let go of some stuff today that i was like man i know someday ima wear this...i just havent yet...

that kinda tough love is cool but man when i get back ima fuckin accumulate some shit like a good consumer yanqui capitalist beyotch that i am...

oh and i have this plan where ima wear my heaviest clothes on the long long long plane ride and arrive sweating my balls off and im going to pass off the biggest bag i can as a purse along with my carryon...thats right cause carryon is one thing plus a laptop or a purse and i tell you what...............................................
and. today i listened to the Damn!WhereMyRachAt? vol 1 on the way to school and it was goooooood...

ciaosies