2 months minus one day
thats right peeps my ass coming home.
to what i dont know since my shit is farmed out my apt gone and the love of my life just dropped a line to let me know hes dating someone else...
not that i expected we could just pick up where we left off but i guess i thought wed have the option and be able to feel it out...
forgive the insanity i never cd take negative shit without spitting it back a million miles a minute and the fact is a bombshell waiting in my email was the last thing i needed today...
but whatev.
now im just bitching i guess. my brazilian roomate leo says im practicing to be a whingy old lady who complains all the time although he doesnt use the word whingy thats the aussies word plus budgie smugglers which refer to speedos budgie is a small bird
ok clearly i am in shock and awe due partly to my innefectual efforts to study all weekend all day all my life ect cause i have three papers and a presentation due next week monday then tuesday then the bomb falls of ive met someone blah blah like we all didnt see that one coming a fuckin mile away but what kills me is im about to come home.
i hope she dies.
i know you all think i dont mean that. but i do.
i dont do "happy for you" i do to paraphrase miranda of sex and the city "who will die alone and miserable"
but then what the fuck. miranda got steve back.
in the movie version id be an idiot but id get the boy. of course id also be ten pounds lighter and probably be coming back on a tidal wave of scholastic glory as opposed to what i suspect will be a well i wrote some papers lets fuckin jet...
yeah. so its not such a nice day to be me.
except. im coming home, and saucy says i can stay with her, and cheets and kerm are there and marty and i jesus i just so much wanna go home. been holding off a tidal wave of homesick for i dont know how long and when it starts to get cold and the budget is strung crazy tight and the schoolwork is piling on in and the love of yer life has moved on well...whatta you do then? you just really wanna go home.
to what i dont know since my shit is farmed out my apt gone and the love of my life just dropped a line to let me know hes dating someone else...
not that i expected we could just pick up where we left off but i guess i thought wed have the option and be able to feel it out...
forgive the insanity i never cd take negative shit without spitting it back a million miles a minute and the fact is a bombshell waiting in my email was the last thing i needed today...
but whatev.
now im just bitching i guess. my brazilian roomate leo says im practicing to be a whingy old lady who complains all the time although he doesnt use the word whingy thats the aussies word plus budgie smugglers which refer to speedos budgie is a small bird
ok clearly i am in shock and awe due partly to my innefectual efforts to study all weekend all day all my life ect cause i have three papers and a presentation due next week monday then tuesday then the bomb falls of ive met someone blah blah like we all didnt see that one coming a fuckin mile away but what kills me is im about to come home.
i hope she dies.
i know you all think i dont mean that. but i do.
i dont do "happy for you" i do to paraphrase miranda of sex and the city "who will die alone and miserable"
but then what the fuck. miranda got steve back.
in the movie version id be an idiot but id get the boy. of course id also be ten pounds lighter and probably be coming back on a tidal wave of scholastic glory as opposed to what i suspect will be a well i wrote some papers lets fuckin jet...
yeah. so its not such a nice day to be me.
except. im coming home, and saucy says i can stay with her, and cheets and kerm are there and marty and i jesus i just so much wanna go home. been holding off a tidal wave of homesick for i dont know how long and when it starts to get cold and the budget is strung crazy tight and the schoolwork is piling on in and the love of yer life has moved on well...whatta you do then? you just really wanna go home.
posted by Rachel R. @ 5:38 PM
4 Comments:
At 8:08 PM,
Rachel R. said…
i love you so much lady.
At 9:20 PM,
Jennifer said…
i can't WAITTTTT!!!!
dont be sad. things will work out, it's hard to tell what way they'll best work out to. and stuff.
much much much love
At 12:01 PM,
Rachel R. said…
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At 9:13 PM,
Rachel R. said…
that one had my ass laughing out loud...i lek em cheap
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